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betty
= Cult of Ray =
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 Posted - 07/26/2004 : 21:29:32
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interesting observation... heartstring.
i don't even remember where i was. it might have been raleigh, i'm not sure and i was crying my eyeballs out. (recent catalytic experience of learning to value myself via noticing as i grow that people i thought were good for me actually treated me rather shabbily. like someone stole the sky and replaced it with an ugly little man who wouldn't let me sleep in, like i was a fucking trick after morning sex! this after 7 years on and off. its finally really and truly off! thus the extended sob on a layover god knows where)
this is actually true.
i was trying to mellow my ass out, and one of the first things i thought of was "does this place have web tv so i can lose myself on fb.net? (it did but i was so out there i didn't see the keyboard, sort of hidden on the top of the tv, in some cabinet.)
you didn't know i was crying like a phone call would. see what i mean? its tricky to express. i was not a wreck to fb.net. i didn't want to see myself that way. does this make sense to anyone? (doing my best)
see why i was pissed that people thought i was full of shit and i left for a while?
places like this can and do matter.
love,
betty
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Little Black Francis
> Teenager of the Year <
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Posted - 07/26/2004 : 22:24:47
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betty!
Hey!
I have no idea what you are talking about...
sorry
Take care of yourself bay-bay
And always remember this imperative, "Stay Sexy."
Floops quesedillas zijn te vergelijken met het likken van fatsige Albert's aars nadat hij een fles laxeermiddel heeft leeggedronkenhehehahhahehehaha |
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Daisy Girl
~ Abstract Brain ~
Belize
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Posted - 07/27/2004 : 08:30:26
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ShakeyShake
* Dog in the Sand *
United Kingdom
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Posted - 07/27/2004 : 11:03:42
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Think I got some of that...break up with an ugly little man after 7 years?Get in contact with LBF,he'll have some nice calming drugs pretty soon,I'm sure he won't mind lending you a few
"I joined the Cult of this guy / 'cause they took my other picture away |
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Carolynanna
>> Denizen of the Citizens Band <<
Canada
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Posted - 07/27/2004 : 11:29:20
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Posted - 07/27/2004 : 11:32:13
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hugs to you betty and big symapthising and empathising and well wishes and love x
Frank Black ate my Hamster
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betty
= Cult of Ray =
USA
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Posted - 07/27/2004 : 11:38:30
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oh i'm ok!
and touched by the response.
thank you.
i just found it interesting that in a catalytic moment, i thought of here for comfort.
the big cry was a really good thing. i feel clean.
love,
betty
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Posted - 07/27/2004 : 11:46:49
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cool betty, if you ever need a chat I've taken to hovering in the irc channel in the vague interest of the novelty of someone signing in..
[edited] gave up on irc, no one is **ever** there...
Frank Black ate my Hamster
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Daisy Girl
~ Abstract Brain ~
Belize
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Posted - 07/27/2004 : 12:25:47
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quote:
Originally posted by Tre
cool betty, if you ever need a chat I've taken to hovering in the irc channel in the vague interest of the novelty of someone signing in..
[edited] gave up on irc, no one is **ever** there...
Frank Black ate my Hamster
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The King Of Karaoke
> Teenager of the Year <
USA
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betty
= Cult of Ray =
USA
258 Posts |
Posted - 07/28/2004 : 13:36:23
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i love you your magesty!
lol!
love,
betty
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Homers_pet_monkey
= Official forum monkey =
United Kingdom
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Posted - 07/29/2004 : 10:50:03
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Really? I felt for sure it was Gollum! Don't feel too bad though, he has only one precious.
Seriously though, I know how you feel.
Like shit!
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