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jimmy
= Cult of Ray =
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 Posted - 06/13/2006 : 17:12:10
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Erebus, it's weird, the last time I posted, it said Last Post: Erebus. But when I looked, I didn't see that post that you wrote. I didn't see it till just now.
I wish I hadn't written that post last night, because 1) I honestly don't want anyone feeling bad for me or thinking that's what I want
2) I'm not a writer, and I know I didn't even come close to describing the feeling 3) I try to lie as little as possible, but I try to tell the truth even less. |
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jimmy
= Cult of Ray =
USA
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Posted - 06/13/2006 : 17:14:26
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PixieSteve, I can't stay away from the FBF- I'm hooked. |
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kathryn
~ Selkie Bride ~
Belgium
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Posted - 06/13/2006 : 21:00:43
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In no way intending to derail the thread, wanna say that today was yet another day when my friend the addict called several times to talk about her self-created mess. It's late, I've had a full day and I yet again regret giving her my new tel number. At some point it becomes about self-responsibility. Jimmy, this is in no way directed at you, I don't know your situation, but I do know that my family is calmer now that a heroin addicted family member ODed. Sorry if that sounds awful but we no longer worry about locking up our belongings or when his inevitable death would happen. With my friend it's as if she needs an audience to what I can only perceive to be her self-created game where she gets to see how many people she can shock and alienate. It seems perhaps deceptively simple from the non-addicted outside: stop doping, stop ending up in trouble with the cops ... if only so I don't get awakened by wacked-out late-night calls from jail. After all these years w. my friend and before his death with my cousin, I know it's not as easy as telling someone to straighten up and fly right. But, shit, I get so friggin tired of watching the inevitable cycle. Sorry. Again, Jimmy, I know nothing about your situation, I just know that it's been yet another exhausting, baffling day for me on the sidelines. Good luck to you.
I’m the only one who can say that this light is mine
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cassandra is
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I'll be away from the FBF while I go off dope
