| T O P I C R E V I E W |
| Coldheartofstone |
Posted - 09/29/2004 : 12:21:40
Did you get my message the other day? I assume you did but are just being your usual self.
Anyways If you have time in the coming week I have something for you to pick up. Other than that, I have nothing to say to you. I don't want anything to do with you anymore.
I kept fooling myself.
I kept thinking that one day you'd realise that you missed me.
I kept hoping that you'd realise that you did care. Instead of just saying it.
I kept wondering why you'd want some dumb blond 17 year old rather than me.
I kept thinking about how much I wanted to touch you, and kiss you, and hear your voice.
I kept second guessing myself and letting you back in my bedroom in hopes that you would fall madly in love with me.
I kept thinking that I could be happy with you.
I kept forgetting the way you made me feel when we were going out.
I remember the good times.
I remember your perverted jokes and sayings. Pretty much anything that came out of your mouth.
I remember how you'd try to tackle me in Blockbuster.
I remember how you smelt after work.
I remember your big blue eyes.
I'd tell you "Don't call me anymore" In hopes that you would realise you'd lost me and try to get me back.
I look outside my window when I hear a van pass-by thinking that you might be missing me as much as I miss you.
I remember how nice it felt to have your arms wrapped around me in the night. Even though 10 mins later you'd grunt and turn over.
I remember that I used to feel so good when we went out and I was the envy of all the dumb broads in the bar.
Then I remember how painful it was when the only thing I could think of when I was in that hospital bed was the fact that you weren't there.
I remember that you'd constantly ignore me, or belittle me, or treat me like your fucking maid.
And I did it...I dealt with it because I loved you and figured one day that you'd realise that you had a one of a kind girl that wanted you in return.
I remember that night that I sat up crying because I thought you had gotten in an accident.
I remember how selfish you were.
I remember that her name is Krista.
I remembered that I gave my heart to you, and you never really wanted it.
I realise that you are still a kid.
I realise that you won't love me.
I remember all the other people in my life that I have loved.
and I realise that I can get over you too.
I realise you probably won't even read this.
I realise I don't care.
Bye Frank.
Enjoy all the pussy you get, hey who knows maybe one day you'll get some chick pregnant and have to get married.
Have a good life.
And with all these things that I remember, you remember that I did love you at one time.
At least you'll have that in your lonely years to come. when you finish stepping all over hearts.
Love,
Alicia
THE SICK ROSE
O rose, thou art sick!
The invisible worm,
That flies in the night,
In the howling storm,
Has found out thy bed
Of crimson joy,
And his dark secret love
Does thy life destroy.
-William Blake |
| 35 L A T E S T R E P L I E S (Newest First) |
| Coldheartofstone |
Posted - 10/04/2004 : 11:27:09
no not that bad...just bad enough to keep hurting me... just when I get to the point that I don't care, he calls or comes by. |
| Daisy Girl |
Posted - 10/04/2004 : 11:16:40
COS, does he keep bothering you to the point that you need to get a protective order?? That sucks.... |
| Coldheartofstone |
Posted - 10/04/2004 : 11:03:21
Maybe, but then that just makes me as bad as him, telling me about him screwing some blonde 17 year old who's a complete idiot(his words) but oh well. |
| shineoftheever |
Posted - 10/02/2004 : 16:15:24
CHOS,
it would have been better if you just told him you are nailing a 45 year-old who's better in bed than he is. it doesn't matter if you're lying or not, pain is pain. |
| Homers_pet_monkey |
Posted - 10/02/2004 : 15:05:13
quote:
Originally posted by Ebb Vicious
words words words
that was boring.
Nice boy.
Help me! He keeps making me post!
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| Homers_pet_monkey |
Posted - 10/02/2004 : 15:03:07
quote:
Originally posted by GypsyDeath
quote:
Originally posted by Homers_pet_monkey
quote:
Originally posted by Tre
quote:
Originally posted by Homers_pet_monkey
Seriously though, no guy with even half a brain would fall for that. OK, here comes another obvious comment now.
Help me! He keeps making me post!
Ho ho, care to take a bet on that?
I look like the kind of guy who pimps his sister not just for the money, but because he hates her
Yes I do. Women would say that even if it was not true, and so only stupid men would not realise this.
Help me! He keeps making me post!
It doesnt matter if you believe it or not, Its still going to be there at the back of your mind wondering if its true or not...Plus it stings when she says it too. Its one of my favourites actually.
Particularly 'its the smallest I have ever had '
God forbid I exude confidence and enjoy sex
Only if it's true. If it's not true then you KNOW it's not true. Maybe it's easy for me to say 'cos I am confident in my own abilities.
Help me! He keeps making me post!
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| Coldheartofstone |
Posted - 09/30/2004 : 10:05:20
I think I need someone to beat it outta me...
Free shots everyone!! |
| Carolynanna |
Posted - 09/30/2004 : 10:03:38
In all honesty and no disrespect intended,
that sounds about right.
So stop it, will ya :)
__________
"The things that will destroy us are: politics without principle; pleasure without conscience; wealth without work; knowledge without character; business without morality; science without humanity,
and worship without sacrifice." |
| Coldheartofstone |
Posted - 09/30/2004 : 09:53:41
I shall...though recently I've been making a lot of stupid mistakes...what the hell am I talking about recently?!?for about 7 years...I think I must like punishing myself for some reason. |
| Carolynanna |
Posted - 09/30/2004 : 09:48:00
Be careful and trust your instincts,
trust me on that one okay.
__________
"The things that will destroy us are: politics without principle; pleasure without conscience; wealth without work; knowledge without character; business without morality; science without humanity,
and worship without sacrifice." |
| PsychicTwin |
Posted - 09/30/2004 : 09:47:17
quote:
Originally posted by Ebb Vicious
words words words
that was boring.
Eat shit, Ebb. Your post is boring. And unnecessary.
Alicia-
He sounds like an overall prick, so you are better off moving on. But I liked your letter a lot...I'm a big advocate of impulsively spilling one's guts onto paper or into a verbal tirade, and making it hit home w/ the person its directed to. Well-written and also poetic, like someone else said. |
| Coldheartofstone |
Posted - 09/30/2004 : 09:39:50
I love you too Ebb. |
| Coldheartofstone |
Posted - 09/30/2004 : 09:38:55
I much prefer emotional pain...lasts much longer.
And yes Caroly he still bothers me. |
| Ebb Vicious |
Posted - 09/30/2004 : 09:37:31
words words words
that was boring. |
| floop |
Posted - 09/30/2004 : 09:36:38
quote:
Originally posted by Carolynanna
This can all be summed up with three simple words;
Fuck you asshole!
Short and sweet hey.
Its the exclamation point that brings it home.
Ahaha, then go let the air out of the tires,
the level of 'assoholicness' will determine whether
air is just let out or if actually slashing is necessary ;)
__________
"The things that will destroy us are: politics without principle; pleasure without conscience; wealth without work; knowledge without character; business without morality; science without humanity,
and worship without sacrifice."
you have to actually slash if you want to really get the message across.
but then, coming home to a burnt down house gets the message across equally well.
i'm torn
ist es möglich für ein quesadilla skrotum zu lecken? beim sprechen der quesadillas von LBF, ja. ja in der tatheheheheheheehehee! |
| Carolynanna |
Posted - 09/30/2004 : 09:33:42
already?
Does that mean he continues to bother you?
__________
"The things that will destroy us are: politics without principle; pleasure without conscience; wealth without work; knowledge without character; business without morality; science without humanity,
and worship without sacrifice." |
| Coldheartofstone |
Posted - 09/30/2004 : 09:25:46
he was dumped a long time ago...this is just kind of a follow-up "Fuck off already" letter. |
| Carolynanna |
Posted - 09/30/2004 : 09:23:40
This can all be summed up with three simple words;
Fuck you asshole!
Short and sweet hey.
Its the exclamation point that brings it home.
Ahaha, then go let the air out of the tires,
the level of 'assoholicness' will determine whether
air is just let out or if actually slashing is necessary ;)
__________
"The things that will destroy us are: politics without principle; pleasure without conscience; wealth without work; knowledge without character; business without morality; science without humanity,
and worship without sacrifice." |
| Cult_Of_Frank |
Posted - 09/30/2004 : 08:46:59
Ah, missed that spot. Doubly good to see you dumping his sorry ass. There are plenty of better guys out there, I'm sure it won't take any looking to see it.
 "Join the Cult of Frank 2.0 / And you'll be enlightened (free for 1.x members)" |
| Coldheartofstone |
Posted - 09/30/2004 : 07:49:50
quote:
Originally posted by Coldheartofstone
Then I remember how painful it was when the only thing I could think of when I was in that hospital bed was the fact that you weren't there.
yep.
I say you he dead! |
| Cult_Of_Frank |
Posted - 09/30/2004 : 07:32:10
quote:
Originally posted by ProverbialCereal
I think it's quite effective, probably because it is poetic.
Your first name is Alicia and that's a good name. I like girl names that begin with "A." I half-met this one chick named "Avalon" and I thought that was the greatest name. I helped her at my work once but haven't seen her since. I was feeling the vibes too. We were talkin' and I complimented her first name after I saw what it was on her credit card application.
Story irrelevant? Yes. But, your name does begin with "A." Is 22 too young for you?
Join the Cult of Stromboli / They're good
Really, you're an a-girl guy, too?! I thought I was the only one. Actually, Mike, myself, and another friend went through about two years where - strictly by coincidence, everyone we were interested in had a name starting with 'a'. Ashley, Amanada, Amy, etc...
On topic, there are some changes I might've made to the letter along the lines of what Carolyn was saying, but it's sent and if it's what you truly feel, then you really can't do it wrong. Good on 'ya for letting go of him finally. Is this the same idiot that didn't come to the hospital when you were there?
"Join the Cult of Frank 2.0 / And you'll be enlightened (free for 1.x members)" |
| floop |
Posted - 09/30/2004 : 07:16:22
quote:
Originally posted by ProverbialCereal
I think it's quite effective, probably because it is poetic.
Your first name is Alicia and that's a good name. I like girl names that begin with "A." I half-met this one chick named "Avalon" and I thought that was the greatest name. I helped her at my work once but haven't seen her since. I was feeling the vibes too. We were talkin' and I complimented her first name after I saw what it was on her credit card application.
Story irrelevant? Yes. But, your name does begin with "A." Is 22 too young for you?
Join the Cult of Stromboli / They're good
proverbial,
don't get involved with a girl who's filling out credit card applications.
ist es möglich für ein quesadilla skrotum zu lecken? beim sprechen der quesadillas von LBF, ja. ja in der tatheheheheheheehehee! |
| GypsyDeath |
Posted - 09/30/2004 : 06:33:43
quote:
Originally posted by Homers_pet_monkey
quote:
Originally posted by Tre
quote:
Originally posted by Homers_pet_monkey
Seriously though, no guy with even half a brain would fall for that. OK, here comes another obvious comment now.
Help me! He keeps making me post!
Ho ho, care to take a bet on that?
I look like the kind of guy who pimps his sister not just for the money, but because he hates her
Yes I do. Women would say that even if it was not true, and so only stupid men would not realise this.
Help me! He keeps making me post!
It doesnt matter if you believe it or not, Its still going to be there at the back of your mind wondering if its true or not...Plus it stings when she says it too. Its one of my favourites actually.
Particularly 'its the smallest I have ever had '
God forbid I exude confidence and enjoy sex |
| ProverbialCereal |
Posted - 09/29/2004 : 22:26:00
I think it's quite effective, probably because it is poetic.
Your first name is Alicia and that's a good name. I like girl names that begin with "A." I half-met this one chick named "Avalon" and I thought that was the greatest name. I helped her at my work once but haven't seen her since. I was feeling the vibes too. We were talkin' and I complimented her first name after I saw what it was on her credit card application.
Story irrelevant? Yes. But, your name does begin with "A." Is 22 too young for you?
Join the Cult of Stromboli / They're good |
| Daisy Girl |
Posted - 09/29/2004 : 17:48:38
Cold heart, I am sorry someone left your heart so cold. I thought your leatter was very touching. Great imagry... actually the best break up letter I've read.
I think the a main weakness of those letters I've read from friends is that they go on for 10 or 12 pages. Short and sweet is better.
At least for me those letters I used to write to myself-- in poetry. It was more for me to get those feelings of betrayal out... very thereputic at some level.
Yeah LBF... I have had two two total psychos... similar in that stalkish way... that stuff sucks...it's not fun having to call the police when people break into your house...thank goodness for good neighbors! The other psycho showed up to my place pounding on my door in a tornado watch... demanding to know why I canceled our second date  . It thought that fine human being would knock my door down.
Thank goodness for my husband and I don't have to deal with psychos any more.  |
| Homers_pet_monkey |
Posted - 09/29/2004 : 15:27:29
quote:
Originally posted by Tre
quote:
Originally posted by Homers_pet_monkey
Seriously though, no guy with even half a brain would fall for that. OK, here comes another obvious comment now.
Help me! He keeps making me post!
Ho ho, care to take a bet on that?
I look like the kind of guy who pimps his sister not just for the money, but because he hates her
Yes I do. Women would say that even if it was not true, and so only stupid men would not realise this.
Help me! He keeps making me post!
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| Little Black Francis |
Posted - 09/29/2004 : 15:22:25
I had an Ex one time, we only dated for a short while, and she and her roomate threw eggs on my car, smashed in a window, and tied raw fish to my antenna and smeared fuck you with lipstick all over the windows.
I sure am glad I broke up with that retard.
ColdHeart, I don't know what I think about that letter, so I can't comment. I like Floop's solution, however.
Floops quesedillas zijn te vergelijken met het likken van fatsige Albert's aars nadat hij een fles laxeermiddel heeft leeggedronken. |
| n/a |
Posted - 09/29/2004 : 14:57:07
quote:
Originally posted by Homers_pet_monkey
Seriously though, no guy with even half a brain would fall for that. OK, here comes another obvious comment now.
Help me! He keeps making me post!
Ho ho, care to take a bet on that?
I look like the kind of guy who pimps his sister not just for the money, but because he hates her
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| Homers_pet_monkey |
Posted - 09/29/2004 : 14:55:08
Yeah I wondered about that too. Just a coin-ki-dinc I think.
Help me! He keeps making me post!
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| floop |
Posted - 09/29/2004 : 14:50:13
so coldheart was dating Frank?
ist es möglich für ein quesadilla skrotum zu lecken? beim sprechen der quesadillas von LBF, ja. ja in der tatheheheheheheehehee! |
| Homers_pet_monkey |
Posted - 09/29/2004 : 14:48:30
Seriously though, no guy with even half a brain would fall for that. OK, here comes another obvious comment now.
Help me! He keeps making me post!
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| n/a |
Posted - 09/29/2004 : 14:45:35
yup. Top it off with, before you ask, yes I was faking, it's a killer
I look like the kind of guy who pimps his sister not just for the money, but because he hates her
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| Homers_pet_monkey |
Posted - 09/29/2004 : 14:44:48
It isn't normal?
Help me! He keeps making me post!
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| floop |
Posted - 09/29/2004 : 14:37:23
it doesn't happen to every guy?
ist es möglich für ein quesadilla skrotum zu lecken? beim sprechen der quesadillas von LBF, ja. ja in der tatheheheheheheehehee! |
| n/a |
Posted - 09/29/2004 : 14:36:17
or the good old, no it isn't normal, no it doesn't happen to every guy and yes dear it was too small works well
I look like the kind of guy who pimps his sister not just for the money, but because he hates her
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